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birthdays.. [Jun. 3rd, 2006|03:58 am]
jen
[Current Location |work agen!]
[mood |sleepysleepy]
[music |much has been said]

it's my dad's birthday tom..i dunno what his plans are.but for sure he's gonna celebrate it out with his officemates,or either,he will cook something and invite some friends over the house..speaking of birthdays..my day is near to come..it's on the 24th and i dont have any plans yet on how to celebrate it.i got a lot of options actually..its either a swimming in a private pool or just a house videoke party in laguna or just a simple celebration in malate..i dont even know who should i invite.i got a bunch of friends here and in manila and they are all close to me..waaaaaaaaaa!..there goes the PLM friens,PWU music and finearts friends,the neighbors,the pals from work..etc...whew!..i couldnt decide..i dont wanna spend much money for that day..im planning to buy something actually...haay

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boredom [Jun. 3rd, 2006|03:50 am]
jen
[Current Location |work]
[mood |boredbored]
[music |wonderwall]

im stuck here in the office waiting for the time that i'll talk to my boss in the US..somebody has to accompany me and introduce me to him. unfortunately,these people arent here yet.ive been waiting for almost 5 hours now.i was doing nothing at all..the only thing i can do is to text my friends but my fone is lobat..iam really much excited in making calls for the day rather than doing nothing..
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violin [Jun. 2nd, 2006|12:22 am]
jen
[Current Location |work]
[mood |okayokay]
[music |runaway]

i wish to learn more on this stuff this year..i might get myself one for the daily practice..i realized how fun and how unusual it is playing violin when all the others can just play piano or guitar..by getting in the process..i wish to learn playing every instrument.i already know the basics in piano en a bit of guitar..i only know one song in violin..i need to get into drums by next year..hahahaha!...sounds impossible huh??jen can do it..im an optimist!i know i can do it!..whew!
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yeah [May. 26th, 2006|09:48 pm]
jen
[Current Location |office]
[mood |excitedexcited]
[music |chamer orchestra]

ill be doing another job starting next month.im gonna be a personal secretary of keith.ill be working graveyard.but im not gonna give up the telemarketing work.ill be doubling my job..just wanna try..there...
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freedom! [May. 24th, 2006|09:37 pm]
jen
[Current Location |office]
[mood |depresseddepressed]
[music |out of reach]

the weeks that had passed had been a very bc week for me.i had to wake up early for work and go home early to get enough rest and sleep.i just watch tv most of the time.im now exposed in a new world.the tele marketing world.i never saw this in the picture before.never even imagined myself doing sales en stuff.anyway,i wish to pursue my studies in music but i guess i had to keep it on the side for a while.the lastime i talked to my tito earl on the fone,he opened to me about his palns of getting me and bringing me to the states for good.i really dunno if i can stand it staying there for good cos going there means goodbye to my friends here and missing the events in pinas..and besides,my lolo is going there too.i really dont think i can take the risk living with him again.my life was a shit ehen he came.im sorry to say this but he changed everything..the rules,the way my parents supervise us,etc..many things channged since he came..im not a bad girl.its just that i owe him freedom and trust.i miss bringing friends at home and drinking without eyes looking at me.i miss the long fone conversation with friends and the internet mania.i miss everything.i miss my free will.haaaaaaay..now u know..it ws never easy having conservative grandpa..especially when you are in one roof..
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too hot! [May. 10th, 2006|02:19 pm]
jen
[Current Location |cafe]
[mood |hothot]
[music |jesus take the wheel]

grabe its too hot.im on a cafe right now.we dont have work today caused by some troubles in the dsl..nothng important is happening these days..i just feel so hot!its killing me...oh god!i wanna go out en spend some time alone at san pablo.i wanna relax a little and feel the nature..maybe nextweek..but not alone,ill be with jeni en some friends..
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thank god! [Apr. 21st, 2006|09:57 pm]
jen
[Current Location |cafe]
[mood |thankfulthankful]
[music |breathe]

i thank god so much for the things that happened today. i successfully passed the exam for my first formal job. this is already a sign that i must go for a some changes in my life.and this is indeed a good start.i wanna thank everybody who have helped me realize things and inspired me to move on.thank you so much guys. iam definitely nothing without you..:) have a great summer everybody!:)
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haaaay! [Apr. 8th, 2006|12:16 am]
jen
[Current Location |alone in the dark]
[mood |sadsad]
[music |love song for no one]

it was a great day kanina.my gradeskul classmates were here.it's actually bcos of hazelyn (an old friend) who came into my haus to tell everybody that she's pregnant.we are all excited on her baby.:) sayang! graduation pala kanina ng pwu college. i failed to congratulate ton ton (fine arts) for being one of the graduates.i would surely miss seeing him around.the way used to call me different names like chubs..blah..blah..
i was really a bit depressed today. i felt like i did something that would hurt me.i guess someone close to me is hiding something from me.
actually, i was hurt. there's this guy that i've been seeing for years.we are not comitted to each other but we are indeed friends with benefits. he sed he wants to meet some of my friends. actually, he was asking for somebody he could text.like a textmate..(baduy!)..
i gave his number to my friend and i wasnt expecting aything to happen.it's been days already when i gave his number to her and it looks like there's something fishy going on between them after few days of constant exchanging of messages.i dunno what hidden agenda do they have but it affects me still cos the guy is really one of the most unforgettable people i've ever known..i dunno why still cant i let go of my feelings for him.i have tried not to get affected by what's happening but i couldnt do anything to stop myself from getting jealous.they are not textig me anymore!and it's one reason why im getting paranoid now.haaaay!this is really bothering me..i wish to get over this anytime soon.oh god!
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swim swim.. [Apr. 5th, 2006|01:06 am]
jen
[Current Location |sala]
[mood |happyhappy]
[music |sway]

nga pala.. i forgot to include this in my first update..
we went swimming last saturday in cavite. it was kitchi's (my cousin) birthday.it was a night swimming naman kaya di ako nangitim.it was fun.videoke galore,swimming,food trip.sa car pa lang fud trip na.pagdating sa party mas lalong fudtrip!haha..kya ko nakakmukha si kim sam soon eh!..speaking of kim sam soon, the cake was nice.although nag melt na sha,it's stillgood.
la lang..share lang! :P
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puyatan! [Apr. 5th, 2006|12:52 am]
jen
[Current Location |bahay]
[mood |awake]
[music |human nature]

it's summer laready.my mom with my "utols" are in laguna for vacation (every summer naman eh!).. i was left here with my dad.i dont wanna stay there too long.i feel too much boredom..i refuse to go out and have great time with friends.im actually thinking of a summer job.i need money these days.need a new fone,new clothes and other stuffs that i need.

i did a lot today.i went to skul to watch migs perform on his humanities class en to get some of my things in my locker.i went to the bookstore to get some copies of piano pieces that i need en rehearsed them at home..
mayo's here..she's sleeping beside me..she's alone in hr dorm that's why she decided to come here..uhmmm.. what else?? aaahh..wala na!

have a great summer everyone!!:)
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rush [Mar. 31st, 2006|12:12 pm]
jen
[Current Location |comp shop]
[mood |hyperhyper]
[music |truth]

im in a hurry today! im finishing my research paper.watta hell!!!!!!! well, gud luck na lang saken. errrrr
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rewind... [Mar. 22nd, 2006|12:49 am]
jen
[mood |crazycrazy]
[music |smells like teen spirit]

i was suppose to post this last saturday but i couldn't cos i have no time.i was in laguna that time. edward (my classmate from hs) wants me to color his hair with red that's why he texted me a week before to say he's coming to my house. i was expecting him right after lunch but he came late. actually, he called me up around 2pm and told me that there's no red hair dye available at watson's so what i did is followed him there and decided which color nearest to flame red could be used. i saw the burgundy red there and we bought it.as we came home, i did not waste any time. i started doing my job. i first bleached his hair. bleaching takes several hours that's why we played card games while waiting for his hair to turn white. it was cool playing with him.he won twice in the four games. after bleaching, i rinsed his hair and he seemed to be amazed whe he saw what happened. few seconds more, i colored his hair with red and rinsed it after a couple of minutes.i'm glad he liked it. he semed to be happy with his new look. :)
many are pushing me to put up my own parlor and he's added to the list of those people.well, i can actually see that coming few years from now.:)
hmmm.. edward and i haven't been talking for more than 3 years now. although i sometimes see him with his ex (they were stil together that time) when im riding on an fx. we would just smile at each other. not even a hi or how are you..
he texted me yesterday telling me about the feedbacks he got with his new hair color. i was glad to know that they liked his hair and they even want their hair to be colored too.hahahaha..that's no longer for free...hehehe

later, im gonna go to school to pay my tuition fee and to attend our chorus class. i haven't been coming to class since monday since we don't have prof.what's new? i've mentioned these things about my prof a lot of times already. perhaps you guys know her now.

sunday..it was a great sunday. i missed going to church cos i didn't bring any clothes except for my pajama and big shirts left in my closet. that was also the day when i decided to make my hair green but the color that jenny gave me was fake. it did not work. not even on my doll's hair.so i just bleached it and will just color it green as soon as i get myself a green dye. jenny and pau came to my house after the mass and we went to the swing (our favorite hangout). we talked and planned our outing. in the midle of our conversation, ate elma (our neighbor) called us to drink and sing along with her. we had gran matador and beer. i ate a lot of corn (japanese sweet corn) and cashew nuts. we finished the matador with just the 3 of us (pau went home early). we sang, we drank, we ate, we talked.. it was fun! i got home past 12. good thing our maid is still up. she's texting when i came. i didn't had a hard time going "over the bakod" hehehe..
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jori's birthday! [Mar. 17th, 2006|01:02 am]
jen
it's jori's 21st birthday today.i texted him at exact 12 to greet him a very hapeee birthday.i dunno what are his plans on this special day but im sure he's gonna get his friends drunk.hahaha
i doubt if i could get to meet his girlfriend if ever there'll be a party to happen.he seemed to be not so proud of his girl kaya he doesnt want us to meet the girl..but anyway..it's no longer my problem!
wel.. i guess we wont have class again later.we just finished our midterm exam and we dont have any upcoming exam cos our research paper will serve as our finals,so there's nothing else to study about.
hmmm..i might be at laguna later tonight.i'll help rachel do her script for her masscom class.if ever something comes up,i'll go..i can smell beer..hahahaha!
if something good happens..ill post it. :)
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tired.. [Mar. 15th, 2006|10:58 pm]
jen
[mood |hungryhungry]
[music |breathe]

watta tiring day..arianne called me up early in the morning.i wasnt able to catch the call so i told my dad to just get her message for me.few more minutes,my sister came up to me saying arianne is waiting for me downstairs..fuck!arianne always do this to me.she knows how hard it is for me to wake up so early..waaaa
then she said she's not coming to class and she's planning to see ford(her boyfriend) at sm manila.
and so i hurried up and prepared myself for school.
but i saw louie and earl at the waiting shed so assumed that there's no class.so we went on..at sm,pau (my friend) texted me that she wants to meet me up and so i said we could meet there.
afterwards..mayo,migs,james and nellie came and we all ate lunch.i wasnt satisfied with what i ate..
after lunch,we went to the karaoke hub to sing something..we saw jenny there..
we all sang.
the next thing..we went home except for jenny who chose to stay to finish her cigarette and take a walk along sm..and planned to go to baywalk by night.
as i got home..i tried to sleep while arianne is in the fone..but i just couldnt cos she's lying here and i had no choice but to just sit..
hmmm..what else??
and also..i talked to james earlier tonight and we talked about nellie (his girlfriend).
so that's it..
the next details are nonsense..
gotta get myself some food to eat.i feel a bit hungry.
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nuthin important.. [Mar. 10th, 2006|09:21 am]
jen
[mood |blahblah]
[music |gaido]

just woke up!gotta get ready for school..im a bit dizzy pa rin.i failed to call kiko kanina..maybe he fell asleep waiting for my call..sayang!marami pa naman sana akong kwento.
oh well..it was a great day for me.it started when mayo talked to me and said something about ford.
i hope that these guys will soon be able to fix all these mess between them.

i was suppose to pass the draft of my research in english but i wasnt able to finish it all..anyway,i can feel it that my lazy professor wont meet our class again..and i trust my instincts!it's not just once or twice that i slept very late doing her given assignments just to find out that she's not coming..so why the hell should i exert effort again??that's bullshit.haha

i got a class from 1-3pm en nothing goes after it..im planning to meet james after class but i doubt if he's available.that crazy ass always fail to bring his damn fone kaya im always having a hard time keeping in touch with him.

so...til tom!
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hmmmm.. [Mar. 8th, 2006|05:06 pm]
jen
[mood |blahblah]
[music |at your best]

i just came from sm.i went there with mayo..hmmm...mayo,i pitty her cos she got so depressed by the fact that ford(her ultimate love) and ayan(our friend) are together again after they broke up last two weeks ago..
i know how hard it is for her to accept that thing but she has no choice.
to help her forget,we went malling..at first,we planned to watch nasaan si francis (thou i had seen the movie a week ago) but unfortunately,its no longer showing there so switched to plan b..we ate lunch at the foodcourt and tried to invite james(my friend from adamson) and some of his friends to join us on our lunch but it seems like james left his fone again cos he did not replied to my text.i even tried calling him but he's not answering it.i even tried askin edward but he's in class that time..luckily,we saw jenny and ivan(the future lovers) there so we shared with their table..watching michael jackson music videos while eating breaded chicken and rice is fun..after few minutes,mayo and i tried to take a walk until we decided to sing in the videoke..we sang 5 songs (i sang 3 and she sang 2)..haha
it's a public videoke where everyone near us could hear..hahaha
it was fun..hahaha..then our next base is the dept store where we looked for the best summer outfits..we are planning to buy feww shirts and stuf for summer..

then we went back to the foodcourt again..we planned to go on a diet and we end up having this agreement that we will from now on be concious with our figure..hahaha..ive never thought of crazy things such as this..hahahaha..but it's all fun!:)
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edward [Mar. 8th, 2006|02:11 am]
jen
[mood |excitedexcited]
[music |anything for you..]

i was doin nuthin when i decided to call up edward (a highschool friend whom i havent talked to for over a year).we didnt talked much the last time i called him and i was actually expecting the same thing now..but it surprised me to notice that our conversation took us almost 2 hours on the fone..weve talked about so many things.even the old issues (such highschool issues) were brought back.we are planning to see each other by the end of march,after all the exams and all the stuffs that we both need to finish..hmmmm..im really looking forward to that day.it was 5 years ago when we had our last bonding moment..things changed when he finally had a girlfriend..i decided to put boundaries andlimit the things that we used to do until we both didnt noticed that we are already losin each other.the friendship we had was lost and we both had lived in sep'rate ways..
it was just now when i found out that he and his girlfriend broke up.i felt a bit sorry for them both cos theyve been together for 4 years and 4 yrs is a long time enough for me. .he's still single now and they (he and his ex) still keep on seeing each other with no commitment this time.
i once fell in love with this guy way back highschool but it seems to me that time had really changed things between us.i still feel that he's special to me but i guess it's just like that..im not sure if this feelings i feel will still exceed..
but there's one thing im sure of at this moment..im excited to bring back all the things we lost in the past.i missed our bondings so much!
our long fone conversations,the endless asaran en kulitan,i miss the times when he visits me at home and we all watch vcds (dvd does not exist yet that time..or if it does,maybe only a few have it)..i miss everything about this guy!..i also miss tita (his mom) and his ate too...everybody in the family actually..i used to go to their place before. especially at times when i do nothing in our house and i used to watch his mom cook her favorite recipes..hehe..

well..i hope to bring back everything soon..so you guys gotta wish me goodluck.:)
i know i can do it..infact,i can already see it coming.:)
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jollibee.. [Mar. 8th, 2006|01:42 am]
jen
[mood |happyhappy]
[music |sway]

whew** i feel blessed today..evrything turned out right..i was able to take my midterm exam eventhough i havent submitted yet my form 137 and other docs i lack..although i was an hour late for the test,its alright..it wasnt that difficult anyway..after that fuckin exam,i went up to the music dept to check out for mayo..then we went to the computer library to check her friendster if she already got a reply from marlon..after a couple of minutes,i received a message from migs askin where iam..then he followed us in the lab4.i was suppose to show him some pics from my friendster but unfortunately,something went wrong..there seemed to be a problem with the internet so we decided to leave and eat outside the school..at first we planned of eating at goldilocks(the nearest fast food we have) but mayo suggested to go to jollibee instead..hmmm...i ordered choco mallow flavored pie and a cup of sundae while mayo ate burger,spaghetti and peach mango pie and a jolly hotdog for migs..i wasnt really hungry that time but i had no choice but eat since the two were eating.after we finished our food..we played this "pinoy henyo" (eat bulaga) style of guessing game.i was the first one to guess the word "pimple" and its so stupid of me not to guess it right..well..it's a hard thing to guess actually..next is mayo..she also failed in guessing the word "bakla".after us is migs whos able to guess the word "nokia" after several minutes..hahaha...i had fun bonding with migs en mayo..both of them are cool..we are 3 different people with 3 different personalities all combined together to form this unidentified and undefinable chemistry...
i guess chemistry between friends matters a lot..it's fun going to class everyday bcos of these guys..thanks for being one of the many reasons why i had to go to school..:)
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sipag at tiyaga.. [Mar. 5th, 2006|02:03 am]
jen
[mood |happyhappy]

today i did a lot of productive things..naglaba,linis,luto at alaga ako ng kids..hahahaha..all around na pala ko ngayon eh..hehe
just proud to tell everyone na i masipag ako today!hahaha
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(no subject) [Feb. 28th, 2006|01:47 am]
jen
today is a great day for me..it started when i reeceived this message from an unexpected person..that really made my day!:)
another is when i got the chance to chat with jori and when he thanked me for the testi i made him..he said he was touched by the things ive written there..its actually my first time to receive a compliment from him..jori is the type of person that is not easy to please..infact,he's a bit snob.,but anyway..im very much glad to know his reaction about the testi..that's quite touching too in my part..hehe

later i might not go to class cos i promised to help my sister inquire for her next school(hs)..
i miss going to school cos classes were suspended for almost a week...
waaaaaa..here i go again..im craving for pizza..i dunno where the hell can i get myself a pizza at this time..i cant leave the house alone cos it's kinda scary outside..

and oh!before i forgot..i cant wait to watch jang geum en kimsam soon 2morow nyt..cant wait to see whats gonna happen next..
the scenes are getting more exciting each day..hahahaha..
gotta sleep now!..need to wake up early eh..
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